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The Holidays Without My Angel

As we approach the holidays again this is a difficult time for myself and my family.  This will be our second Thanksgiving and Christmas without our  pecious Emma Grace you would think that it may get easier over the years but the truth is I still miss her the same today as I have everyday since she left us to be at home with our Lord.  I know she no longer suffers and is having the time of her life and it's just a TEMORARY separation for a little while until we get to be at home with her.  I post this in her memory and as a reminder to not be forgotten.  If this is the only way I can see her precious face it will have to do.  It's like a little piece of Heaven for me.  May God bless all the other heart moms who have lost and all others throughout this time of year.  We will still always celebrate her everyday and throughout the Holidays.  We have a special Christmas tree just for our Gracie.  I know I've shared this video before but I'll share again just to see her precious face and remind everyone of the precious little Angel we had for just a little while.  I'm proud God chose ME to be her mom it is an honor but also painful as I miss her daily.   Please pray for all those that have lost especially this time of year and those that are struggling with their own battle.  I love you Emma Grace I know we'll have your presence throughout!

 

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